The Ocean Of Pain

Its a short walk to where i am now
Feeling helpless and alone
The only ones who cared
Gone in an instant forever
Nothing i can do
Not that i cared
Too busy caring about myself
To notice or care
About how you felt
Drowning alone in the ocean of pain
Now i know
Now i care
But its too late now
You decided it was more then you could bear
At the time i didnt care
Now im at where you were
Standing at the edge of the ocean of pain
Wanting to end it all
So here i go
Im jumping in
I dont want to be here anymore
Useless and alone
Knowing all i am is selfish
It doesnt matter anymore
All i ever cause is heartache and for others to jump into the ocean of pain
To be where im at
And i cant stand that
I wish someone would come along and pull me out
But i cant expect that
Cause i wasnt there when you needed me
So its fair
If there was a way i could go back
And apoligize for not stopping you
From jumping into the ocean of pain
I knew nothing about
As im sinking deeper i see your face
I see you in the future
Married with a couple kids... happy
Thats the way it should have been
Instead i let you down
I let you drown in the ocean of pain
But dont worry i wont leave you there alone
im on my way down
The world will now be a better place
Now that im decending
Almost to the bottom of the ocean of pain
Ill be by your side but whats this?
A big young wolf is pushing me up
I dont know why
I should be decending
Dying like you
Its what i deserve
For what i never did for you
I cant keep my promise this way
I start to fight
its no use i break the surface
She drags me to shore of the ocean of of pain and says
"There Is Another Way
Dont Let It Slip Away
Never Let It Happen Again Or Youll Return To The Ocean Of Pain
And Ill Watch You Drown By Yourself
Die All Alone In The Ocean Of Pain I Can Do Nothing About"
I watched her disappear into the clouds
But her words didnt fade
Her words are why im standing here today
I will keep that promise till my dying day
Till my very last breath
Ill do my best
Thats my last promise
Ill do my best